urbanblitz

Please make it stop! Why won’t it stop huritng. Yeah, let all your feelings out and maybe you feel better not. There is no point of putting your emotions on line. It only leads to disappointment. Don’t tell me that I’m stronger than I think. Fuck! It’s all a facade. I want to stop crying, but my heart won’t let me. Screw that! Why am I blogging? Why the fuck not! Damn this flood of emotion.

So what am I afraid of? I’m afraid of caring. Because when you care, it only leads to hurt. I can attest to that. So why don’t I just suck it up. Well I’m trying. But this damn heart thing is not helping. It wringing at me. And I just can’t stop crying. Make it stop!!!!! Damn it!

Too much damn happiness in the world. I wish it all go away. And misery doesn’t like company. So go away! Scat!