Dazed and Confused
I’m feeling really dazed and confused, right now. I know my body feels weak. And I literally can’t think straight. I’m not even sure what I am typing really makes sense at all. Why can’t this empty feeling just go away. This pain just hurts.
It’s this off balance feeling. Even my mum knows that somethingis wrong. But I really don’t feel I can really share how I’m feeling. I guess the best way to describe it is a my emotions are all in turbulence. I’m down on myself, and I feel myself beating myself up physically and emotionally. Yes, it’s the vicious cycle of self deprecation. My appetite has come and gone. And holding my food down has become a challenge. I know I should eat something, but I don’t find myself enjoying what I eat.
