Burrowing
Well the wabbitz hasn’t been burrowing? But I do feel like burrowing in a hole right now. I have that empty feeling inside me, like blood has been drained out of me. I guess I’m feeling stupid that I left my heart in someone else’s hands. Because it only lends itself to heart ache. But is it perhaps the self fufilling prophecy of the ugly duckling in the pond. Or just being alone for the rest of my life. Which is a fact, I’ve kind of accepted.
Right now, I feel my trust has been betrayed. And trust is something that doesn’t come very easily for me. It’s just a stabbing feeling in my heart. There is so much more I want to say, but my heart and mind is all jumbled up in confusion. I can’t seem to quite articulate how I feel right now. Perhaps, sorrow is the only thing that comes to my mind right now.
That pain stabbing feeling just won’t go away.
